Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Body envy...




I want her body! waaaaaaa haha
I love Bar Refaeli's Body shes healthy and hot and she it not a stick... she is thin yes, but shes got meat on her bones and she dose not have ribs popping out! I just think more models should look like this and not sickly.

Miss you Sara boo!


Come over and snuggle with me soon! xoxoxox

Breastfeeding aahhhhhhhh!


Its one of the most challenging things I have ever done. In one way I just want to quit and have my body back, but on the other hand I wish I was breastfeeding more. Waking up at 5 am with milk drenched shirts aren't pleasant. I feel guilty when I give her formula and I feel even worse when I go to the doc and they tell me I need to be BF more. Its something no body understands until there are a Mom and I never thought I would feel this way. Its just you wanna do what best for your child so you feel bad when your not or cant. It has not come easy to me, I didn't have a vary good start, I have been pumping and giving her formula and mixing it. I used to think I wouldn't mind not breastfeeding her but not I want to because its healthier for me and her. There is so many benefit's for both of us. AHHHHHH I just wish is was easy.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Burts Bees Burt's Bees Lifeguard's Choice Lip Balm



If any one finds this and buys it for me I would be so thankful. And of course Ill pay you for it! I have been trying to find it forever and Im almost done with the one I have left ;( I NEED IT! haha

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Its been a long day, Im sick and My baby would not sleep unless I was holding her and walking around singing California girls AHHHHHHHHHHH. I need a massage!

Im sick MAAAAAAHHHHH!




Thank Jesus for green tea w/honey.

Coconut cupcakes!



I made cupcakes for my 26th b day party they we delish. I also made a lot more stuff that I forgot to take pix of Bummer!!

I made me a pizza!


And it was goooooood!!!!!!!!

Should I?????


I love this but I don't think I'm brave enough! I'm so bored with my hair!

Me 3 weeks post baby!




I have a lot more to go before christmas I wanna be much thinner. I'm not as big as i thought I would be after the baby woooo! :)

Savannah and her cuz Vera!





CUTE BABYS!

Open mouth insert foot.


Lately I feel that I'm having a real problem speaking with tacked. I feel so ashamed as some of the stuff that come out of my mouth and it comes out all wrong. I never say anything with mean intent. I have always been a tell it like it is person and I know theirs a time and a place. I usually use discretion. Well as of late I feel like I'm loosing my mind and my ability to speak English. I think I have been in Sweden too long... I need to get back to my roots and learn how to talk again. I wont blame intoxicating drink... but that was a factor on my birthday.

dis·cre·tion/disˈkreSHən/Noun
1. The quality of behaving or speaking in such a way as to avoid causing offense or revealing private information.

hahahah Ya that's pretty much not me at the moment! Maybe I am over thinking it and being too hard on myself, but I cant stand people that are rude! I would hate to become that way and be oblivious to it. I need to nip it in the bud, like yesterday!

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