COLD...

Its so cold! Im not built to life in the weather I'm a sunshine baby an August summer love. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I'm all good when I am inside but when I step outside I just wanna cry. LOL Savannah is a little Viking she loves it, she even falls asleep. I guess I would too if I was all bundled up and being pushed in a stroller. WINTER GO AWAY NOW I WANT SUMMER. :) XOXO

Tooth brushing

Sometimes I'm to tired or lazy to feel like brushing my teeth, but if I think of if I just have to do it. I can't knowingly be dirty lol same with washing my hands. Its like oh I'm so tired I'll brush them in the morning... But then I'll go crazy thinking about it, so I just do it anyway. I guess that's a good thing but it has to be some kind of OCD. Anyway I all brushed and washed sleepy time. Oh crap is the door locked??? Lol gonna check . Good night neverland! Xoxo

Jessie J - Price Tag ft. B.o.B.

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Turned my frown upside down!!!

Snow flakes
Coke Cola
Baby bites
kitty purs
big Love
blueberry pie vanilla sauce
skype with my pops
my tattoo
Party with young-ens
late night talks with my GBFF
Sundays movies with my Bff
Savannah's smile
warm showers
mints
you again
memories of Vegas

My babys 7 1/2 months OMG

ohhh I miss you

I will never be sick of OC California. I even love the traffic lol Not really. Its my home and its where big chunks of my heart are. But I have 2 homes now and i have come to the realization that my heart has to be in 2 places at once, because thats the hand I was dealt and there is much worse things. I love and miss u my family and friends.

Over and out!

I'm a social butterfly lately I can talk to anyone when I'm out and living in Sweden is actually working to my advantage. I used to feel stupid if I had to talk English to people here but now its fun and people are generally really nice... Mostly the younger people! I can live if i have to be a home body but i would much rather be around lots for people and be social! I love it. This was a point less blog post. XOXO

HEHE!

I got sick of the other blog its slow and in Swedish so im back here! Plus Mina asked me to blog again hehe! Ok so Im gonna try to keep up here. xoxo

Moved my blog

I still might update this sometimes, but for the most part I'm over there. Peace out! :)

http://finest.se/userBlog/?uid=39828

gurrrrrrrr

I hate when stick thin girls talk about how they love food and eat all the time.... stuff like pizza and cookies as if to say, ya I'm so skinny but I eat sooooooo much cause Im so cool! SORRY YA RIGHT YOU EAT ALL THAT... IF YOU HAVE TO BRAG ABOUT IT THEN YOUR PROB BEST FRIENDS WITH THE TOILET AFTER. IN VARY RARE CASES CAN U EAT LIKE THAT AND BE THIN.

Cut my bangs again!

I always do it and I always regret it, now they are in my eyes all the time... annoying. WHY DON'T I LEARN!

baby bath!

she love it!

Cute cousins!

Im gonna print this pic of the 3 baby's girls for rickys dads bday this weekend! :)

Shouldnt blog right now.

I feel like I only want to wright in my journal or blog when I'm mad, sad or upset about something. Why don't I ever really feel like it when I'm happy? I must come off as a mad, sad, upset person all the damn time.

So right now I'm having a fml moment. I feel like just disappearing off the face of planet. I feel like on 19 again in a bad way, I wont go into that. I just need to get a grip, and accept that I'm 20fricken6 married to a man that works entirely to hard and I have a baby. I cant cry over not being invited to birthday party's anymore, cause why would I be invited... I A MOM RIGHT. I feel like I have no one to talk to or maybe I could find someone to annoy with my problems, but it wouldn't make anything better. It doesn't help when I know they couldn't really care less anyway.

Awwwwwwww i just need to sleep.

Vent sesh. BLEEEEEPITY BLEEP.

Some people form my high school make me wanna gag. They were fake and judgmental then and they still are now. I cant stand people that sit on there high horse and judge other people cocky stuck up snobs. WWJD HUH???? And your trying to bring people to God? your doing a pretty sorry job of representing him. Some of the most hurtful mean bitchy and 2 faced people I have ever met came from CCHS- Don't get me wrong I loved my teachers and i have a lot of wonderful friends from there but the people I'm talking about put a bitter taste in my mouth. I'm so glad they not in my life now! I just cant stand people that are like... were soooooooo cool and popular and we all hang out and take blurry pix of are self's with are old instamatic cameras wearing black rimed gasses and drinking coffee. ahhhh! Its funny too cause they wont add me on facebook, and thank God. I don't want to be Friends... its just funny that we have all the same mutual friends hahah Im not the same girl I was in HS and If they even tried to act like they are better then me now, I would take them down a peg that's for sure. Hope we have a 10 year reunion! :)