Red

This is the color I want on my hair! It was closer the first time I did it now its to dark but I shall try try again! haha

I don't know where to start.

I feel like I have been running a race for 5 years and I'm almost at the end but I to tired to go any longer! I feel like falling down and being carried of the track, but in my reality there is no body to carry me. I'm lost I'm tired and I just need to stop feeling so bad and pick myself up. But I can't, I don't know how anymore. I hope some day I'll look back and will have made me a stronger person I hope.

blow me one last kiss

friends

SUCH A GOOD SONG!!!!! Love it! awww blasting it!

Jef holm is HOT!

Sorry hubby but he's soooooo hotness! And kind and charming omg! Emily is hot too but she is one lucky girl!

Ohhh la la

Love

Stop!

This blog is for my friends and friends of friends and random people that I don't know to read! Its not for haters or snoopy people to read and go talk shit on me! Yes I am very very open and I say all my feelings, but that doesn't mean I feel them all the time! It's what I feel that day or even min and I'm human I get over emotional an dramatic at times! If your just reading this to get dirt on me or be a snoopy gossip then stop reading it I'm sure you have better things to do!

Wish someone would say that to me!

I love this app but I'm crazy bored!

Today I have been so bored and going stir crazy in my head! Like why has no one ever invited us on a vacation with them? I have lived in Sweden for almost 5 years and no one ever asks us to go on vacation with them or to a summer cabin! Except for mina and Sebastian on summer! I'm starting to think what the fuck ever. Maybe people really don't like us all that much, I have to guess its that. Or maybe I just have to much time to think or no real friends I don't know. Maybe I'm in the bitter barn and I need to get the f out of here I think so!!!!!! but the more I think the more pissed I get lately! I just wanna be happy and have happy nice people around me, ones that don't judge me. I don't think that's to much to ask.

Me filtered

I straightened my hair for once!

Proud moment!

Pretty pink Flowers!

From my Husby! :)

I chopped off his hair!

But he asked for it! Hehe looks good I think!

Lets all Get real now.

I hate when things feel awkward but no one wants to talk about it. Just say it to my face!! I want the truth! The I can move on! If some body doesn't like me for one reason or another or even no reason! The say it, hopefully you have a good reason or your facts stright, but even so who cares. JUST TELL ME! I don't make it my life's mission to make people be my Friend, if they don't what to then DONT! Just be honest don't torture yourself, and me for fuck sake. I'm not gonna hold back who I am anymore cause quite frankly it's been depressing me! I'm just gonna go back to being me and if trying to fix my problems and working them out makes me a drama queen! SO FUCKING BE IT!