Monday, August 16, 2010
Birth Story.
NOW Read at you own will... haha Its graphic. I went in to get induced and the used this gel that started my contractions and I was not really dilating much so one midwife decided to manually dilate me an it hurt so bad I cried uncontrollably . So I went for 1 to 5 in a few painful seconds. I wanted to kick her in the face, Maybe ill go back and do it now. lol Then a while later they gave me and epidural and the guy did it wrong so he had to put it out and do it again At this point my husband almost passed out, It was not to bad for me, I just wanted the pain to stop. The epidural was nice for about 10 min until the started the pitocin drip with took me form 5 to 10 centimeters in one hour or less and then there came the intense and painful pressure the worst thing I have ever felt in my life, I wanted to die for real I couldn't breathe it took my breath away and it was because they didn't turn off the pitocin at all they keep it going even though I was all ready 10cen and It was the most horrible feeling I cant even think about it, By this time I cant hold back my body wanted to push and the baby's head was not even far enough down to yet but I couldn't help it Oh ya and I was the one that need to tell them when I needed more epidural and because of the intense pressure pain I forgot to ask so In the end I pushed her out with no pain relief it hurt sooooooooooooo much . I never wanna have another baby here in Sweden Or c-section I'm scared for life it felt like I was in a torture chamber. In the end I pushed her out in about 7 contractions and i ripped a bit nothing bad at all they said it was so mild. All in all I pushed for 20 min and Savannah was here!!!! I really wished I went into labor naturally and Oh ya to top it all off i had like 4 different midwifes during the day who were helping me and they final one the delivered her didn't speak English. :( ya midwifes deliver the baby's not doctors :? I love my baby sooooooooooo much and I'm so glad shes finally here but was traumatized. I know labor it supposed to hurt and I can take pain but this was really hurt. I guess it was not exactly the experience I was hoping for, but if I ever do it again at least i know what to expect. Ill get my head straight before hand. I was not unprepared for what was gonna happen, just for how I was gonna feel during. But I don't think anyone can prepare you for how you will feel during labor its indescribable. I hear I did really well Ricky said I was strong and didn't scream or yell at all. I just did what I had to do. I just remember feeling like hell and wanting to have my head chopped off hahaha There I go with the dramatics hahah! I'm so happy shes here that's the best part! :)
Savannah Rain Ekström made her entrance!
I have been to busy to blog lately due to having a new little love bug in the house! She was born July 1st at 12:08am She was 7 pounds :) I love her guts!
Monday, June 21, 2010
She asked so I chopped!
Melissa said she wanted me to cut her hair short so I ignored her for about an hour then I asked her are you sure and she said she was so we got the scissors and began to chop! I love it! Looks cute and fun for summer!
cookies, bbq, out to din!
I baked some yummy chocolate chip cookies a few days ago ya they are all gone now! Ricky Bbq stake and pork chops soooooooooo good! hes the bbq king! Saturday night we went out with Melissa and ate at alexandra restaurant in the centrum! Good times!
Me in the shadows!
My mommy requested I take pic like this so I finally did it! Hope she likes! hehe
40 weeks and counting! Im not 5 days over and I want this baby out now. :( Im sick of this waiting.
Happy birthday to my hubby!!!
Ricky's 28th was on the 10th so I backed him a cake and bought him a goodie basket! Jockey and jojo came over at around midnight and we suprized him when he got home from work we were sitting out on the porch with candles and gifts it was a small cozy time and he was so happy! Melissa was there too of course!
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