Been over it...

I have been over blogging for the past few days. It feels like whats the point??? its a wast of time I get nothing out of it except for a little vent now and then. and who knows if anyone even follows it. With no feed back. Feel like I should be doing something better with my time. If I knew some people enjoyed my blog I would probably feel better about it. I actually feel like a job someday that i dont even get paid for, sometimes I feel obligated to update and I want to but really what for i dont even you if anyone give a crap and Im probably talking to myself now. haha! I should just close it make it private and only post for myself then it will be like a dairy that only I can read. I have some thinking to do. J OUT!