Why am I so emo

Sometimes I hate having feelings. I want a pill that washes feeling away for ever. Not all feelings, but certain feelings about a person or situation. I was watching drop dead diva today and I just wanted to scream at her to tell him what she felt... but she can't or bad things will happen. I'm there. I know if say something I can never go back and If don't say anything I'll have to live with it. Here is hopping i just naturally loose feelings or a pill is made.