Been over it...

I have been over blogging for the past few days. It feels like whats the point??? its a wast of time I get nothing out of it except for a little vent now and then. and who knows if anyone even follows it. With no feed back. Feel like I should be doing something better with my time. If I knew some people enjoyed my blog I would probably feel better about it. I actually feel like a job someday that i dont even get paid for, sometimes I feel obligated to update and I want to but really what for i dont even you if anyone give a crap and Im probably talking to myself now. haha! I should just close it make it private and only post for myself then it will be like a dairy that only I can read. I have some thinking to do. J OUT!

I DONT.

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Stupid!!!!!!

What a thoughtless concept. And stupid illustration. how about having compassion for EVERYONE that is dieing or suffering. Why take away from someone else's pain. Many people have compassion and cry for starving children and give help and money, there are hungry and poor people all over the world even right there in the USA. I just get angry when people take away form someones elses pain. If I cut my finger and somewhere else in the world someone had just got there arm cut off, does that mean My finger hurts any less? NO!!!

Good vs Bad

We have all been told that most people are mostly good at heart but I'm starting to doubt that. The world is so backwards right now and some people are truly Evil to the core. I know most people dont try to hurt others but there are some that live for it and thrive on it. We turn on each other and rip at the deepest insincerity of another person. I know for my self I have Hate in my heart for some people. I know its a waste of my life and space in my mind but what this person has dont to me has changed me. I never got a chance to fight back. I dont want to have this feeling but for pretty much the first time in my life I wish bad things on this person. So does that make me evil? I dont think so, everyone has bad thoughts sometimes it's weather we act on them that makes the differences. Its the people that think and do evil things that makes them bad. So is it black and white? or are there shades of gray.

love this!

Åkpåse Cheetah

Snow stroller bag I dont really know what Åkpåse means but I need one for this winter. Last year we were in California for the majority of the cold winter so this winter I think we will really be needing one. :) I'm not really looking forward to 6 months of coldness but Lets just get it over with I say. What can Ya do!

Wish List!

Defiantly on my wish list!

I want this so bad! Lovely!

I gotta stop...

This apply to some things. I gotta stop listening, reading, caring, putting energy into things that are not in any way my life. It used to be my but its not anymore. I dont know what I'm waiting for or holding on to. To let it all go forever, would be pure bliss. It feels like I'm being punished or something. Im telling u now Heart Let go. Nothing would make me happier then to wake up tomorrow, Not giving a single fuck.
:)with that said good night. Jesus I'm sorry for the curse word.

Pill popin

I need to sleep soon, I have to be up early tomorrow. Ricky's leaving early for work so savannah is all mine. I took excedrin pm so Im getting so sleepy at the moment. See u in dream land.

Halloween!

It coming soon! And so I'm gonna be snow white! I let my sister pick and buy hehe! I hope I can make it work! :)

I love!

I have to copy!

can we say EWWWWWW!

We found the fast mother trucked wondering our kitchen tonight. So grose I could puke.! now Im afraid to go pee. haha