under the sun! song love!

Love her!!!

I so totally do this!

funnys! but true

There you have it

I love my neighbors!!!

Stupid doctors.

I went to the doc today to talk about being sad and he just made me more sad thanks dude! And I told
Him I speak english he said no problem and the bitched me out for not speaking Swedish. Thanks for all the help. Now I know why people jump in front of trains here. Now a joke but seriously!

It's always gonna hurt.

Now That its decided that we are moving back to california, It's seriously hurts my heart to think of leaving my friends that I have made here. I feel so torn between 2 worlds and it kills me to know I won't be 3 minutes away from my best friends. I mean Jojo... I don't know what I have done for my whole life with out her as my best friend and now that I have her, I can't imagine not being able to hang out whenever I want. I almost don't even wanna meet her baby because I know I'll fall in love with him and then I'll move away. It's gonna break my heart in half. I know is best for me but it gonna be so hard. I'll see all of you again but it's not gonna be the same. Why is life so hard. :(

Summertime sadness

I've got the summertime sadness.

Saturday!

Jojo and I were in the city all day shopping for the baby shower! My feet were killing me at the end of the day so you poor jojo who's 9 months perggers. Was dying but we made it and got all the stuff we needed! We stopped to eat some lunch andre got this pasta to share and it was soooooo good! Defiantly going back for more! :)

Friday night!!

Our with my girls!!

Jojo's baby shower today!

I have been waiting for this day for a while now and it has finally came! We were 8 girls here we played games and ate the yummy American breakfast food! We have strawberry crapes and maple bacon and French toast! :) we had a mimosa bar with non alcoholic champagne it was all so good!! Good time and so happy to make my BFF happy! Success!!

Jojo's baby shower today!

I have been waiting for this day for a while now and it has finally came! We were 8 girls here we played games and ate the yummy American breakfast food! We have strawberry crapes and maple bacon and French toast! :) we had a mimosa bar with non alcoholic champagne it was all so good!! Good time and so happy to make my BFF happy! Success!!

Today swimming at the little lake!

It's really big but whatever!

Lyrics

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,

She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
Is it god's test?
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard

But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

I drove my car into a ditch.

Yesterday I must have had an angel watching over us. I was driving over to Jojo's with savannah in the back seat, we were going to get her to shop for a present for jockys birthday. It was a bit rainy and thunder I got literally less than one min from my home and I saw some kind of animal fox looking run across the road, I turned so not to hit it and when up the curb and down into the ditch. It was all in such slow motion I felt the steering wheel shake and the breaks give in an I just lost control. We could have been seriously hurt or died but luckily we were completely ok, and the worst thing on the car was a flat tire. I got out of the car as fast a I could got savannah out and called jojo and jockey, the best friends a girl could ask for they are always their for me. I called a tow truck and then Joni and Veronica and they came next Joni tried to get the car out with his car but it wouldn't budge. Ok so Sarah and a bunch of other were helping it was like a Kungsangen party on the side of the road. I'm falling asleep while weighting this so good night thank god I'm alive. Right? I don't know.