Sad today!

Today we dropped my dad off at the airport. So hard to say goodbye it broke my heart. I love my family so much it's hurts my heart to see them leave. I wanna be with them. I have the best family and in living so far from them seems so stupid when I have nothing here. And I'm not even liked by my husbands family. I'm sure they wish he would have married a Swedish girl but to bad we say. Life is defiantly taking a different turn. I can't wait to leave here!