I feel like I have been running a race for 5 years and I'm almost at the end but I to tired to go any longer! I feel like falling down and being carried of the track, but in my reality there is no body to carry me. I'm lost I'm tired and I just need to stop feeling so bad and pick myself up. But I can't, I don't know how anymore. I hope some day I'll look back and will have made me a stronger person I hope.