This view never gets old!

Shit talk!

Ok we all do it from time to time but omg!! When someone does is to someone that's friends with me and actually think they would but in there side?? Huh? does my head in. But I really couldn't be bothered! I have no power left to care about stupid thinks or stupid people.
I actually feel bad for people even when they have done me wrong, it's like I wanna help them. I wanna shake them and say why are you doing this? but I'm not welling to get hurt again.
Some people may think I'm a bitch I'm sure some do, I don't think I am... But of course I can be at times. but in general I try and I am a kind caring person! But if you really truly knew me you would know I have a soft heart and I love more than I hate. It sad people don't care to see that.

Style love!

Nice day for a walk!

Nope super hot and we walked for an hour ahhh it was a workout I just fell to the floor when I got home! But I'm glad I did it! Look at me cute little Tarzan girl!

hard to believe but true

dreaming

soon over

feelings...

I don't want you to know where I am 'cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.

Happy 4th of July!!!

We were just gonna have a little BBQ me Ricky and savannah! An then I called Jojo and jockey and then it ended up being a big 4th BBQ with the My naghbours and some old friends. its was such a fun day it really helped me not to be sad an think about me dad going back home! I always miss family on the 4th of just but being with. Good friends yesterday made it better!

Oh I'm so ugly

Give me attention! Not! Haha so annoying when people post millions of pics of them selfs and say they are ugly or fat when the are really skinny! PLEASE SHUT UP! If you really thought you were ugly or fat you wouldn't be posting so many pics! You would hide yourself in shame, so just stop it!

Balcony and my cute girl!

Sad today!

Today we dropped my dad off at the airport. So hard to say goodbye it broke my heart. I love my family so much it's hurts my heart to see them leave. I wanna be with them. I have the best family and in living so far from them seems so stupid when I have nothing here. And I'm not even liked by my husbands family. I'm sure they wish he would have married a Swedish girl but to bad we say. Life is defiantly taking a different turn. I can't wait to leave here!

I don't want my dad to go back to Cali. :(

It's been so nice having my dad here, I hate when people have to leave. Only one more day. I just wanna cry. I need to move back to California , I'm so ready to be with my family again! Savannah loves her pops. Its gonna kill me to here he's say where's pops on Tuesday morning! God pray I'll be strong. :(

Revelation.

I seriously want everyone that has a problem with me or has had one to leave me alone. I don't want anymore drama. Obviously we are not friends anymore. I used to care but I don't anymore, so leave me alone. If you think this is about you, it probably is! and don't bother asking me cause I won't even answer. I DONT CARE. I'm tired of people hurting me or trying to fight with me when all the time I'm trying to be nice. Fuck it, im done. I have no more power left to be nice. I'm all out of niceness. Being nice has got me screwed over one to mint time and I used to fight to keep things together but now I could not give 2 fucks. If you hate me good for you and get out of my life. I'm the I e that has to die when my life is over so I'll live my life the way I wanna live.

Sorry I've been busy

Living!